What a long Saturday,but again..how fast it pass.
My day begin with an very embarrassing note,which I dont wanna mention again,doing absolutely nothing at the office the whole day.

Met my friends to go RQ's hse.
Man..I REALLY miss them.It just feel so gr8 when the bunch of us sat down and talk about everything.Each other's life,working,relationships etc.Boy..it feels good to gather with them.
And it really makes me miss school VERY much.
Almost seem like yesterday when we were all sitting down at the same lecture hall dozing away.
Miss them so much.
Sigh...if only we can work together...
I mean it really makes you wanna sigh,tear and yet feel not sad about it, seeing each of us taking our own route in this journey of life.
I just wish that we will never lose contact,never.

Of coz the point whereby we talked about relationship is more exciting.
First..I am so relieved and glad that Irene is so clear minded.
I am worry Yvonne would give up a good stable relationship for someone who can provides her temporary sparks.

I mean which couple at some point of their relationship would feel that there is no more sparks in their relationship?I guess it is really how both of us really deal about it,and never taking each other for granted.

But I guess...at certain angle,WE can all understand how Von feels.Afterall we are all so young.

Tell me...if at one point of ur relationship,you find yourself being attracted by another person and knows that him/her is interested in you too.You are so young and is really not obliged to stay with each other for the rest of your life.What would you do?

Love is a gamble sometime.
I guess...no matter what you choose to do,it is all written in the stars.
We may say good bye,we may stay stronger than ever...We may regret,we may not...
This is life...Nothing is perfect and smooth.
Often we leave the world with some regrets,just hope we didnt leave with hatred.

........Bah..What am I talking about.

Anyway I proceeded on with the family dinner.Well..it is just a dinner with all my aunties,uncles,cousins,and a nephew.(who is so.....um..hard to control,but is really sweet when he kissed all of us good bye.Aww...kids..)

Anyway I am kinda surprised that my cousin Alvin and his gf are still together.I rem' the last time he told me they were kinda...I dunno la.Anyway was...kinda not very close with him since the last incident.Gross..
I used to adore him,as in how I would adore a brother.Well..I dunno if he is glad to see me with a bf now,but I dun care too.I am glad to let him know I have a bf now.

Hmm...
Ireneplans to get married at 20th May 2007..represents I love you.
So nice....
2007...I am only 23.
Sigh...Will I be able to get marry at 24??=/

But thinking of marraige is sometimes nothing but a peice of paper that seal your status.
Like Yin said...nothing is secure these days.Look at Irene and Von's examples...
men...

Who is willing to lay down their life and tell me that men wont change?
I wont even dare to say Jason wont change.At least not now..but who dares to say about the future.
Much less about myself.

So Von is right about that sometimes we shouldnt think too much for the future and too much for others.You never know if you'll get to see the sun tml,you dont wanna leave with the thought of ,"I wish I done this or that earlier."
You dont wanna think too much for the other party and end up missing that opportunity that might lead you to another path of your life.It may be good or bad,you'll never know.

So come to think of it..it is not only love that is a gamble.
Life is.
We are often stuck in a junction whereby we dunno which path to take.And when we eventually walk on one,we may regret or maybe not.
But one thing is we can never make a U-turn,even if we did...things will never be the same.

There are so many aspects in my life and each has a different path presented to it.No matter where I go,I will feel confuse,maybe angry,maybe sad..but life goes on.
And as far as I am concerned right now,I wanna move on with the support of my family,friends and my boo.
And I,too wanna be ur support =)

Love ya~
Btw I hope I wont wake up till 10 plus 11 tml...^@^